Saturday, February 28, 2009
yesterday fell down at 2 stairs gap . zzz . my right knee re-bled , and i tell you , it hurts alot . once i got up , i can see all the blood flowing down my leg , and stains left over my pants . the cut is so deep , i dont even know when it will heal fully . Other than that, went to slack at cck cc with crew for awhile , then to lot 1 , and to Bc to play poker cards . went home at around 12 midnight . yesterday kind of suck . i just dont feel right this few days , and this is real . my mind , my body and my heart . u can ask my two closest friends about me, i think they really know how i feel inside . nevermind the case . as long as you're happy , i'm happy . :D
its not that i do not like ,
the fact you mix around with guys ,
and that guy , is a friend of mine .
and most problably , he's your ex .
that makes me feel different ,
and now u understand ?
how would i know if ,
there's something going on ,
between you two .
and i'm in the middle of it .
how would i feel ?
definitely hurt .
& i know i left you hurt ,
i am sorry.
because as you can see ,
i really love you .
i would really want you to be happy ,
but it seems i ,
myself can be too happy about it .
you admitted you only love me ,
maybe ?
i want to trust you ,
because you're my love .
but i just hope it's not all lies .
i'm sorry for my mistakes .
SORRY .
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