i don't feel i'm me today .
had school , which was okay .
after school met crew .
off to boonlay , some skate spots .
the place is called artcourt .
skated there , and my trucks just snapped and broke .
really had no mood , why not break earlier and i can change it ?
stupid asshole .
been msging her . gets her reply late .
& she said ______ .
i nearly died otw home .
kay , muhd & fahmi was like , " iyul , mcm takde mood je kau "
fahmi asked , " tak dapat jumpe _____ ehs ?"
i just kept quiet .
in the bus , i sat at the last , back seat at the corner .
i ____ in the bus .
continued msging her .
really , i think i lost hope .
i didn't give up because you once told me not to .
you once told me that you love me , but i didn't knew whether that was true .
at night , usual lepak .
continued msging .
and i don't feel i wanna slack anymore .
told my friends , i want to go home .
so yeah , i walked home .
on my ipod .
msg-ed her till she's asleep .
then i went straight to bed .

& i dreamt about her .
something related to the incident that happened .
it's kinda real .
but , i won't think it will happen any time soon .


thanks friends who have been supporting me yeah .
& to those who wished me all the best .
i think i failed .