yesterday skated at ecp .
morning met crew and royalesin members .
off to ecp , skated like the whole park is ours .
had early lunch / late breakfast at lagoon .
could not finish food .
skated again , had much fun .
landed some shits over there .
had some photoshoots .
and the other 10 skaters went home except fr me and amir .
went to lagoon again , get some drinks .
chill . and off to bbq pit with classmates .
chill , talk , eat .
and back to skatepark to skate again .
after everything had group photo .

today skate as usual .
WAS DOWN .
my friends all skated happily , once they start the topic about girl .
they talk positive stuffs .
and i just , dont feel good at all .
azri knows i guess .

life has been , very stressful at this time .
i busted my knee last 2 days .
she aint contacting anymore .
had a bad dream , which IS coming true to the real world .
i'm afraid , and depressed .
and got my thumb slashed/cut after cleaning the fan in my room .
the question i keep asking myself is , " dear , why ? "





till here .